Long Time no post

It's been a little while since I've posted anything. There has been alot going on the last few months. Things were going wonderful for the Wiese Family and then the end of May, well Memorial Day weekend, I decided to become sick. And when I say sick, I mean everthing but the throwing up. Aches, pains, diarrhea, the whole 9 yards. I managed to go to work that following Tuesday, barely. I made it though. All day long everyone kept telling me, "you're pregnant". And of course my response was, " no I'm not, I have an IUD". About 3 o'clock that day I was in so much pain I went into the bathroom and just laid in the floor. I picked Cooper up from daycare and stopped by Wal-Mart. I had to find some medication of some sort. While I was in there I decided to buy a "test". Come home and slept the whole evening. The next morning when I got up, I felt alot better. I made way into the bathroom, keep in mind I never told Jeremy I bought a "test". I decided I was going to take it deep down believing there was no way I could be pregnant and low and behold 3 minutes later, "PREGNANT". I was freaking out. I called Jeremy very upset and told him. I called my very good friend Shelly whom I worked with in the OB/GYN office. She told me to be at my GYN's office right at 8:00. I showed up, of course she was out on vacation that whole week. The nurse went ahead and ordered my labs and told me she would call as soon as they come in. Waiting, waiting, and waiting, then she called back and said my BETA HCG was elevated enought to be pregnant and that the other doc wanted to see me as soon as I could get there. Went and met with Dr. Ratchford, we discussed the risks of becoming pregnant with and IUD, discussed the risks of keeping it in and discussed the risks of taking it out. Either way I was at extremely high risk for miscarriage or tubal pregnancy. Having worked in OB for some time I knew what to expect. We decided it would be best to go ahead and take it out. He did and saind he would just wait and draw another BETA the following week, meaning if I didn't miscarry, I should be far enought along to pick up on ultrasound. I was a wreck, the girls at my work talked me into drawing labs at the office and finding out a few days earlier. I got my results back from the test we drew at work, and I had miscarried. My BETA went from 59 down to 14. I was very upset. Even though I had an IUD, I still had been wanting another baby. Jeremy and I tried not get too excited while all of this was going on knowing that we were at such high risk for the miscarriage. It was hard trying not be a little excited, knowing there was good possibility we could be having another baby. It was hard finding the results, it's still very hard and makes me want a baby now 10 times more. Again, it's been hard, but we are getting through.

Cooper turned 3 June 24th. We had a nice party here at our house. We just invited close family and a few friends for BBQ, cake, ice cream, and alot of fun. All of the kids had a great time, my husband had fun being involved in a huge water fight. Just about everyone was soaked when it came time to leave. Coop got a slip-n-slide from Brayden, we set it all up and Uncle Trav even went down it. It was quite comical. Cooper is getting so big. I sometimes look at him and think to myself, "he was just a baby the other day and now he is 3". He has just been a miracle for me. I never knew I could love someone or something so much. He is a wonderful little boy and I hope someday I can have another baby to share the same kind of love for.